But that is not all of the danger. Every time a person imposes his instincts unreasonably upon others, unhappiness follows. If the pursuit of wealth tramples upon people who happen to be in the way, then anger, jealousy, and revenge are likely to be aroused. If sex runs riot, there is a similar uproar. Demands made upon other people for too much attention, protection, and love can only invite domination or revulsion in the protectors themselves — two emotions quite as unhealthy as the demands which evoked them. When an individual’s desire for prestige becomes uncontrollable, whether in the sewing circle or at the international conference table, other people suffer and often revolt. This collision of instincts can produce anything from a cold snub to a blazing revolution. In these ways we are set in conflict not only with ourselves, but with other people who have instincts, too.
Timely! As always, any part of the program I set my attention on corresponds with what is happening and with what I need to consider to grow.
I’ve been at my same job for twenty one years, supervising a human services program with a partner whose job is the same as mine. We have worked for over ten years with someone else who has an important role in the program, let’s call him Maurice. Maurice has taken another job in the agency in the same building, and my work partner is retiring in one month, and I will supervise the program alone, along with an assistant yet to be named.
Many many of my character defects are blowing full force with these changes. Number one is fear, the fear of doing this without my partner, on my own. I have always taken great comfort in the fact that there are two of us.
There is also fear of conflict with my soon-to-be-ex partner and Maurice as I make changes that I feel are needed. I’ll make these changes in conjunction with the next boss above us, but he gives us a fairly free hand.
My “words to live by” up until today have been,”Scaring yourself through what-if scenarios has traditionally been called worry.” I kept that one for two weeks, it fit so well. Well I turned the card today and now will be considering Bruce Springsteen – You can’t start a fire worrying about your little world falling apart.”
And all this will mean I have increased contact with all the other supervisors of other programs, and that, I do not want. I don’t want to impose my will on them, I want to hide from them.
Meanwhile continuing to deal with others who demand too much attention, protection, and love, without dominating or feeling revulsion.
In these ways I am set in conflict.