I’m dealing with physical female problems and I struggle not to let that dominate every part of every day and night. There is an end in sight, I just don’t know how far away the end is. And it’s not that big a deal to begin with.
I have the “FlightAware” map of my airport up on the computer, and I check it occasionally to make sure all the planes are still there. They are. I purchased a DVD from 1994 that shows kids how a plane flies and how an airport works. I have YouTube Videos saved that show take offs and landings and the view out the window when the plane is in flight. In a few minutes, Carole and I will try to watch Hawaiian post card, or something. I say try because I don’t expect it to be very interesting.
Tomorrow at work there will be a ceremony …… I can’t say much about it except that it will be difficult for me. I have spent so many years studying the power of positive thinking that is AA. I have spent so many years searching for the good in the worst of us, and inevitably I find it, or at least acknowledge I know it is there somewhere. Tomorrow I have to keep in mind that my job and my life are blessings way beyond what I deserve. I have to remember to treat success as a call to do more for others.