July 14, 2009 (this day)
July 14, 2009
I’m having a resentful and sad day. One definition of resentment says that I feel displeasure from a sense of injury or insult. I also feel hopeless because a scheme, a plan, that I began to pin my hopes on may not come to be.
I hate to envision what the future might be here, but someone needs a vision to work toward.
Or not. There’s plenty for me to do each day without working for more than getting through the day.
Physical problems are getting me down. Really down. Even though they are temporary and not that bad.
God please free me from the bondage of myself – my body, my hope, my feelings. Please show me how to be most useful in this and all situations. Please help me appreciate the good things that are every single place I go. Please show me what I can add to this situation and make me brave enough not to consider what I can get from it.
Live loyally today — grow — and tomorrow will attend to itself. The quickest way for a tadpole to become a frog is to live loyally each moment as a tadpole. Urantia Book – 1094:06
